4 years!!! a good one?

It has been a long time i didn't blog...and finally i had the time and stories to share :)

Recently after the exam, i was recalling the old memories i had in UCSI for these 4 years...many good memories and some not so good, but the not so good memories are the one that make me grows and become stronger...probably who i am now is not who i am 4 years ogo..so lets us flashback~

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Interview in UCSI...

I very nervous the day before my interview....trying to searched through the net to find info regarding pharmacy so that i can answer the questions the interviewer ask me....at that time i don't really had a clear idea what a pharmacist is like and how they work...i choose pharmacy because i like chemistry...that's all.

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During the day of interview, i took one of my sis's formal blouse from the closet and wear it to the interview in UCSI...i didn't realise her blouse is ripped at the back...suddenly my mom told me that the blouse had a hole (my mom accompany me to the interview)...i totally went panic...don't know what to do...just hiding at the toilet and wait for my mom to look for something to 'hide' that hole..unfortunately, she couldn't get anything back :( later, i remembered i had a plaster in my bag....i just took out the plaster and try to 'close' the hole....

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During the interview, one of the lecturer just told us we had a small quiz for the interview...i panic again~ few months didn't touch my chemistry book and now i had to answer the chemistry questions without prepare...swt! There are 4 interviewee on tht day including me...i am the first one sitting at the right side who always has to answer the question first :( sitting next to me is another girl (Yen Yie)...she looks innocent and shy (but i was wrong)...haha...then there are another two girls sitting at the left side (forgot their names)..but they didn't join us in UCSI...

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First year in UCSI-an innocent year

I went to the orientation day....i met Wan Nah outside the lif....we're waiting for the lif to go to the 3rd floor....i wonder she is one of the pharmacist first year student like me...so then i started to talk to her...and fortunately she is one of us..hahah....that make her my very first friend in UCSI.... knowing her deeper when we get along, i started to admire her bravery and charming cutey look :)...she is one of the friend in UCSI that i will never regret of knowing her...

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I remember during the first year, we need to meet our mentor...and guess who is my mentor...yes, he is Mr Jony!!!!!!! hahahaha.....when i first enter into his room, i was blurr and wanted to introduce myself..but before i introduce myself...he already can guess i am one of his mentee...and he ask me to meet him again with the other mentees of him ... i came back and meet him with Yueh Teng and Aaron...i speaks very little..i just had pressure of speaking with strangers (probably is a sign of Social Anxiety Disorder)....Yueh Teng and Aaron talks alot..haha...and that make me even more speechless....Mr Jony looks quite fierce to me at first....he seems like scolding me and ask me to speak more....and now i know why...becoz he is my communication skill lecturer..hahahah

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Second Year in UCSI-most happening year

Meeting more friends in my second year..and this year is the most happening year to me...becoz i went to Nogaps in Kuantan and had an opportunity to participate in annual public health campaign in Sunway pyramid (Nogaps and PHC can found in my older posts)...I had industrial attachment in Duopharma, Klang with tomas (leader), suk yen, shin ying, and chui wei....and that time I just realise i haven't speak with tomas since the first day in UCSI :P...haha....the attachment was sooo bored until we get to shared many of our 'stories' there....haha...and i still remember the delicious roti canai in Klang...

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Second year nobody will forget one of our 'beloved' subjects... which is dispensing and compounding (D&C)..this subject is more on practical skill, we learn how to compound various drugs in various dosage form such as creams, emulsion, suspension, suppositories, etc....we need to finish our products by time....and i remembered once, when i was making some sort of sulphur cream (yellow colour)...i was too panic due to running out of time...i accidentally cut myself with the stirring rod...my hand bleeding nonstop and couldn't continue the practical...so Mr Jony ask me to come again next week for another test..swt..

i love my second year the most :)

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Third year in UCSI- to be continue....

fine day~

Phew~ the PBL discussion today was going on smoothly.....although i didn't really speaks... hope the presentation next week will be going on smoothly too....i hope i can adapt to it soon.....and luckily my facilitator is not very strict.....if my facilitator is Dr yeong, perhaps i will be in the emergency ward already....

It just the beginning...

4th year wasn't as free as i thought....although i had only 2 study days per week, but the stress is like thousand and millions times more than i was in the previous year...:( My biggest problem is during the PBL presentation...i panic, shakes, and my mind totally gone blank....am i having stage fright?? but there wasn't any stage....and my presentation is just sitting on the chair, not even need to stand....what am i afraid of actually?

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During my first mock presentation, i totally screw up my topic....i don't know what am i talking...and i am sure other people too....after the presentation, i really felt tired and sad.....tired because i used up all my energy to control my emotion? after coming back from uni....i really feel like finding someone to talk to....but it seems like nobody can really understand how panic i was.....soon, my tear just drip down....drop by drop....am i really ready to go to 4th year? i thought maybe i should just give myself a rest....

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Yesterday, i felt my hands keep on sweating....because i know there are presentation again the next day....and this time i have to present 2 trigger....i worried i couldn't cope with it again.... i was really nervous.....

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today, i miss my stop at the bdr tasik selatan ktm station......the train brought me to serdang *swt*....maybe i was thinking too much until i miss my station....i couldn't finish my lunch......the food(pan mee) taste so salty.....and i felt very full....i couldn't join the conversation with my friends...my mind is feeling blank....i know i need to look for a place to calm down myself......i felt they walk very slow....or maybe i walk too fast....i really don't know ......all i know is to reach the PBL room as soon as possible.....

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The PBL session went on smoothly.....i didn't panic like last time....although my hand abit shaky during the presentation.....i was satisfied ....haha....

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There are many more presentation waiting for me....and i just need to face it....i know i will never like it .....but i will accept it....because this is all just the beginning.....

HOLIDAYS!!!!!

Finally is another holiday~ i waited so long for this holiday....and finally it has reached...:) haha

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There is no specific reasons for me to wait for this holiday....no travels, no activities, no outing...i just want to rest, rest and rest...and just wan to get away from EXAMS!! Life is so good without exams...

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i finally can sit down and watch my favourite show- American's idol...but yesterday is already the result finale :( ....i miss many episode of it...but still remember there is a good looking, talented singer name Adam Lambert...i wish he could win as he really the best idol ever of all seasons by far...but my friend told me he lose...i really couldn't belief it, cause he has the whole package...maybe my friend is wrong....or maybe Kris sing really well in the finale (i didn't watch the final so i don't know how they perform) .. i glued to my TV throughout the whole result show just to wait for Ryan Seacrest to announce the winner....i still hope that Adam is the winner...:P...Adam sang really well during the show...whereas Kris is just okay....Finally the result is out....Kris won...Kris really won...ok, i accept it...

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Sometimes in life, u just have to accept although u totally not agree to it...or maybe when u hate a person, everything negatives about that person will automatically come out from your mind...that time, u are most likely to make a wrong judgement...last time, i am quite a stubborn person (now still is...improving!!)...it is very hard for me to accept something that i don't like or disagree (i still think Adam deserve to win :P)...now i am learning to accept...because i saw and seen many egos in my life.... peoples get very irritated by them...and even i will get irritated....so i don't want others to get irritated by me...''sorry, if u are irritated by me..really sorry!''

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ok...back to holiday plan~

• plan 1 - Sleep 12 hours per day

• plan 2 - Watch TV

• plan 3 - Games, online...

• plan 4 - Get rid of my pimples

• plan 4 - Cooks

• plan 5 - Shopping? no money :(

• plan 6 - Gain weight...so eat, eat and eat

• plan 7 - still thinking.....

finally ~HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL~ ;)

JJJSEPAKCY annual reunion

Is another JJJSEPAKCY reunion ...ever wonder what jjjsepakcy stand for? haha...it means Justin, Jason, Jonathan, Su sian, Ee yin, Poh chin/Poh wan, Azaria, gerard (goh nai King), Chze lor, Yuan wen.... it's 11 of us!! Although is a reunion gathering, but only 6 out of 11 turn out..how sad :( but at least half of us turn out...We never had the full attendance before...and hopefully next year there will be a full attendance ... So let's see who are those six loyal members.. Our main organizer for this gathering, chze lor....thanks for all his effort to get us out this year :) And the organizer's girlfriend, Yuan Wen Out of the 3 J's, only one J turn out, and it was jason (the tallest member) And of cause our ex-organizer, ee yin And me of cause, still so loyal :P And last but not least, azaria (she is not a Malay) Thailand souvenir from Jason

Family reunion

Is another chinese new year...the year of ox.. Nothing special every chinese new year...the foods are the same (bak zam kai,mix vegies, taufu, vinegar pork,...), the relatives are the same (just one year older each year), the decorations in my house are always the same (recycle :P)...I thought chinese new year should be everything new, but everything end up to be the same..

Beloved lecturer

Yesterday is not a special day, neither anyone birthday nor any anniversary...but it is an unforgettable day to me... i spent an unforgettable happy and sad moment today with someone that i knew for 2 and a half years...but sadly, he is going to leave us and back to his hometown in Jakarta... he is my mentor/ lecturer that i respect..he is Mr Jony.. I believed many people is going to miss his lesson, his sporting character, his charming looks...and of cause his motivation and helps in our studies...we had planned a farewell party for him....but that was not enough....so we decided to ask him out for an outing to create a memorable moment with him...and hope that this outing will make him remember us and the happy moment he has in Malaysia... The day before yesterday, wan nah, me and yueh teng try to make a cheese cake for him...i had never make a cake before....this is really my first time.... this cake is wan nah's recipe ....she is the one that really make the cake....me and yueh teng are just helping her out ....we use dispensing technique that we learned from Mr Jony to make the cake (e.g water bath, trituration) ...After we put the cake into the freezer...the cake is done.... Yesterday morning, the cake looks nice and we hope it taste good too... we took our breakfast in a mamak restaurant with Mr Jony before we go to Sunway Lagoon.. We ate the cheese cake at the mamak...When Mr Jony try the first bite of the cheese cake, his expression told me that the cake is not nice.... but luckily he said we got a 'pass'... haha..(hopefully he will not has any diarrhea after that :P) Arrived at Sunway lagoon, they decided to play the wet park....but for some reason, i couldn't play the wet park...but no choice, chie chek want to see 'another side' of Mr Jony...so i just follow the majority...so we played wet, dry and extreme park.. i really enjoyed the rides there...but the first rides was a bit scary (i guess it's called pirate ship if not mistaken)...i shouted very loud...probably i haven't warm up yet :P ...or maybe just to shout for fun...haha... Later, we decided to cross the long bridge...it was the 'longest bridge' i had ever cross...if we are wearing footwear, then it won't be that hard to cross the bridge...the biggest challenge of crossing the bridge is that we are crossing it barefooted....the bridge was hot and really burned my foot...suk yen has a slight acrophobia...but she still manage to cross the bridge...i believed with few more times of crossing the bridge, suk yen sure can overcome her acrophobia....GAMBATE! Mr jony seems very brave...he played every rides...no shouting..no screaming...but i rather see him shouting than just keeping cool...:P We kept our cameras inside the lockers...hence we miss many nice shots we can take with Mr Jony during the rides and in the pool...but i believed these happy moment we had with Mr Jony will always be in our memory...forever? maybe...but as long as i still remember his 'torturing' d&c class, his lively com skill class, the hardest biotech subject, and the 'stimulant' marketing class...i believed these memories will always be remembered...With all these memories...i think it will be very hard to forget Mr Jony! After all the fun we had in Sunway Lagoon...everyone is hungry like mad...so we headed to Kaki corner for our lunch+dinner...that time is already about 7pm or 8pm (i can't really remember)..but it's the first time i took my lunch at this late...this is my first time having lunch + dinner with Mr Jony and also my first time having lunch/dinner with a lecturer... sadly, it also the last time we had this lunch/dinner with him..:( we had dedicated a song (tong2 hua4)from Michael Wong for Mr Jony...he quite surprise that we know he like Michael Wong..haha... It was about 10pm something...when we decided to dismiss...everyone was tired...but happy and thankful for Mr Jony willingness to spent this day with us...